girl thingy

I get worry for no reason sometimes
That’s why I suddenly whine or even cry,
trust me, I really don’t know why
I know you hate it when I start to do that annoying thing
I know it confused you
But, I never expect you to really understand
I just want you to stay beside me, and calm me down

I am a girl
I hate it when you don’t pick up the phone when I want to talk to you
I know you might be sleeping, or leaving your phone cell in your room while you go out
But I will keep calling you ‘till you pick up the phone
And you’ll find maybe 40 or more missed calls from me
And when you call me back
I’m so sorry if I get mad and yell at you while asking you where have you been
I just so worry about you, that’s all.

I am a girl.
I love it when you call me just to say hi and ask me what I am doing.
It can make me smiling all day long.
Really.
Even a simple short messages from you can really make my day.(you’ve just done that few minutes ago)
And if you don’t contact me at all
I will keep staring at my cell phone, waiting for your SMS.
If I send you a message first, I’m afraid that I will bother you.
So, sometimes I keep on waiting.

I am a girl.
I hate it when you lie to me.
If you want to do something that you think will upset me
Please, think twice before you do that.
Or if it’s too late. And you’ve already done that thing,
Just quickly admit it to me. Don’t wait ‘till I hear about it from someone else.
It’s much better to hear it from you.
I might be a little upset for a couple of time.
But it won’t be long. Trust me.

When the world is not so friendly to me.
You’re the one I really want to be there for me
And if one day, you’re the one who’s in trouble
I want to be there for you too, so don’t hesitate to ask me to stay
‘Cos if you want me to, then I will
But if you don’t want me to stay
You can ask me to leave,
But still
I will stay.

Sorry for those annoying things
I know it’s so me
But I really don’t know why can I be so annoying yet complicated sometimes
Maybe
Because I am a girl
And sorry for my excuse about being a girl
That’s another annoying thing I usually do

I am a girl
And I love you too much

That’s why I act so weird


(Copied from my lovely Sarah, thanks for inspiring many girls include me. For you boys, read it. Maybe, it will answer all your questions, why we act so weird for you..)

S

we never mean to be hurt anyone and maybe people never mean to be hurt us

just appologize and forgive it for always

money face

gw gatau ada apa bgt sama muka gw. td pas mandi gw cek di jidat sii alhadulillah jidat gw msh bersih. ga ada tulisan RUPIAH apa ga lambang dolar atauuu CARI UANG. pokonya jidat gw dan smua muka gw kayanya normal2 ajaaa. tapi, gatau knapa gw slalu di close rec panitia buat jadi danus! heloooooooo.....bahkaaaan ga ada yang nawarin "sin, mau jd HPD atau acara gak?" ga adaaa. smuanya lsg to the point "sin, lo danus ya"
okeeeyyy, gw alhamdulillaah sii di tgh2 wkt gw yg skrg emg lg pngn nyari ksibukan, gw seneng bgt bnyk yang nawarin buat ini itu ini itu, tapiii masa 5 kegiatan yang ditawarin ke gw, posisi gw danus semuaaa??
karena pnasaran, gw tanya tuuuuhh sama tmen gw "knp sii harus danus lagi danus lagi?" trus dia menjawab dgn sgt enteng seenteng bawa ember kosong "abis muke lo muke duit sii.."
heeeyyloooo..muke duit tu apaaa? org muka gw alhamdulillah (kata nyokap) cantik.
daaaann, skrg finally gw megang tiga proyek danus.ahahahaa.. dan dua diantaranya acara olahraga. sama2 bagian mencari sponsor.weeelllll....
coba bayangin yaa, misalnya pas gw dtg ke adidas, ktemu mas2nya trus minta sponsor buat acara A. ehhhh, minggu dpnnya gw dtg ksana lg ktemu mas2nya lg mintain dana buat sponsor.heeekkkkkkksss..tuh emas2 kali kalo bisa muntah, muntah kali yaa liat muka gw.ehehee..tapiii, yaa itu kan imajinasi gw doaaang.ahahaaa..yaahhh, mungkin blm tntu jugaa kali yaaa pas krjanya bkl kejadian kaya gtuu..
heeemmm, smogaaa deh kalo emg muka gw 'muke duit', bisaa gmpng buat nyari dana dan sukses buat jd danus.ahahaa..

single moments for jombloers

ketika lo punya pacar org yang peduli dan sayang sama lo cuma satu, tapi ketika lo ga terikat dgn status apapun, akan lebih banyak org yang sayang sama lo..

itu kata2 temen gw bbrp bulan yang lalu wkt gw ngeluh gw gapunya pacar, ga ada yang nembak, ga ada yg deketin, yaaaahhhh semacam itulaaahh..
awalnya gw ngerasa "ihhh..plis bgt deehhhh..tp, kan pngn juga sayang2an" tapi lama2 pikiran itu ilang dr gw. gw bnr2 ngerasa bersyukur krn bnyk yang peduli sama gw, bnyk yang ngsh perhatian, kalo mau jalan ya jalan ajaaa ga perlu hrs izin atau tkt gmn2.hehee..*no offense
yaaahhh pokonyaa gw ngerasa banyak yang sayang dan lebih bnyk org yang deket tanpa embel2 "males ahhh uda punya pacar" hahaa..
theeeennn, suatu hari (alhamdulillahnyaaa) gw gatau cowo mana yang otaknya abis kegiles trek atau sesuatu, tiba2 nembak.weeww.. mestinyaaa berdasarkan keluhan pertama gw, gw seneng dong, dan pst gw bkl terima. tp, kenyataannya gw mlh takut, takut pny komitmen buat skrg2 ini. tkt ngerasa kebebasan gw ilang, tkt perhatian buat gw jd mengkrucut, takut wkt gw ga bisa fleksibel, dan bla bla blaaa...
setelah gw pikir2 lagi, yaaa alesan gw nolak cowo ini, bkn krn gw gasuka sama dia, tp gw takut single moments gw harus selesai..
well, buat semuaaaaaaa jombloers, gausah ngerasa sedih, bete, ngiri sama org2 yg pny pacar. punya pacar emang enak..hahaha..iya dooong enaakk. tapi, bkl jd gaenak kalo pas lo pacaran lo msh ngerasa belum puas nikmatin single time lo.hihiii..

yang baru yang baru

hahaha... org2 udah dr kapan tauu gtu yang bloggingan trus gw baru jadi blognyaa..
sebenernya udah lamaaaaaa bgt pngn puny blog buat share macem2 cumaa yaa smcm (sok) sibuuuk.jd baru skrg deh brhasil terbentuk.hehee..
yang paling banyak bakal gw tulis yaaa paling pandangan gw tentang semua hal yang ada di sekeliling gw, yang gw liat yang denger yang gw rasa..yaaahhh, ga curhat2 amatlaaahh yaaw..heheee..
sooo, enjoy cerita sinta :)